March 2012
February 2012
I talked to an old friend till late last night. Her and I both have EDs and both have very similar issues with it. She has just always been smaller than me but she is also naturally small. I love her to bits and I haven’t seen her in a couple of years. It was amazing to have someone to talk to last night. We are hanging out on Monday. This gives me hope for some reason.
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fragilelace replied to your post: Walked into bathroom to attempt to purge (and fail…
♥ you’re amazing.
<3 Thanks but you are love
Laying down on the couch posting from my phone because my hearts beating really fast from my binge. Sometimes I’m scared if I’ve harmed my body at all with this ED. Sometimes I wonder how my heart is when it beats hard and fast and skips a beat.
Walked into bathroom to attempt to purge (and fail because I suck at puking). Looked in the mirror. Thought about how it would ruin Reese and I. Left. Went and put on a giant t shirt and yoga pants. Meh I would like so say I feel a little better but I don’t.
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the-after-shot replied to your photo: don’t ever tell me I am beautiful again. this is…
I don’t see it. Don’t let your body image take over your mind. You are beautiful.
Love handles. Still though, there are worse pictures I won’t dare post that show my worst.
Sometimes I think about finding things to try to make myself puke in because I hate the toilet so much.
Sitting at my webcam taking a million disgusting pictures of myself in underwear to scare myself into seeing how fucking fat FAT FAT I have gotten. You all would unfollow me if you saw the one of my legs and gut.
2130 calories
can I just die now please
I instantly feel myself getting fatter after I eat something bad
cadaverouscorpse:
I feel like I’m not thin enough for tumblr
I ate a cheese bun with cheese melted on it for dinner because I felt so dizzy and tired and I just did it. That was okay because I was still under 1200 calories. But then after I finished eating it I was so triggered. I binged on 3 massive bowls of some Walmart brand of honey oat flakes with almond milk and I am so so so so full. That was on top of 1050 calories so I am probably at 1600ish...